GIN.

2nd

2012-02-19T20:43:00.002+08:00

OKAY I am like more than a month late.. HAHA. Ooops.

Headed to Orchard with Brendan for our 2nd anni. Um I forgot what we did. Had cold rock and had BK. LOLOL. That's all I remember cuz of the picz. ^^

I wanna say that no matter how many quarrels we've had and are GONNA HAVE, I still ♥ U because I CAN NEVER hate you. :( I may have a super bad temper... Actually I do have a bad temper and I am VERY IMPATIENT and I hope you can understand me. :"( Sorry for always being so hard on you.

I hope you can study hard and harder too! So you will be able to get into the poly course you want to. Don't let distractions get in the way okay.

And I know you may be affected whenever we quarrel and immediately stop doing homework or studying etc... Don't do that okay. :( AND STOP CANCELLING YOUR TUITIONS!!

I know I sound like a naggy person cuz I keep talking about studies.. I just hope you get my point.

I love you okay!! Muacks.

sigh

2012-02-12T18:39:00.005+08:00

Okay well the title says it all: SIGH.

So basically being a Sec 4 student sucks BIG TIME. No freedom, no fun. My youth? Wasted. Look at me. Look at us. Look at us SINGAPOREANS. Studying our brainz out for our very future, which is actually what will happen after our youth, after what is going to happen when we reach the stage of being an adult. We practically don't have any "life". As in, life of a youth.

I want to draw on the road. I want to draw and paint the walls of this country. I want to sleep on the floor with my friends and go crazy. I want to actually have a fucking pillow fight with feathers flying everywhere. I want to have fun the whole day at the beach with my friends AND family. I want to have fun. I don't want to waste my life because I only live once and I have no fucking idea what the hell is going to happen when I die. We all don't.

To the Singapore government:
(even though I know you all can't even see this crap, I'm just ranting)
Why the need to be so developed? For economy? Money? I understand. Without it we wouldn't have the latest gadgets so easily. Without the stress you instill in the Singapore population we will not be able to excel as a whole. But all for money and luxury. This sucks. I mean I want a luxurious life WHO DOESN'T but I don't want to fucking waste my life for only that.

Okay let's say I become a famous doctor and I get lots of fucking money but I have no fucking freedom. Fully packed with operations and shit.
How about a business man? Okay I sit down and every second money rolls in like tumbling barrels. Am I happy? No. Because I wasted my youth and I have limited thoughts about "What I did when I was younger". My mind will be filled with, "What the fuck". Okay I have the money to go wherever I want and spend whatever I want to spend on. But my friends? We may lose contact and all I will ever do is enjoy my life. Alone. Is that really enjoying, then?
I don't know if my logic is correct or not. But this is my perspective in life: Have fun or die trying.

If I try to have fun now my future will be ruined I will have no money and I am dead. Okay I have fun but what the fuck man this is Singapore. Again my future will be ruined.

My only choice? Migration? Is that it? What if I don't want to leave my family?

Australia, London, Paris, New York, Miami....... A countless list of places I'd like to visit, or even live in.

There are pros and cons to every single thing but sometimes I gotta overlook the negativity of the consequences. The question is am I that much of a risk-taker to do it? I don't know. Are you?

O levels in less than a year and what am I doing? Thinking of having fun. But is it wrong to think of having fun? Sweet 16 -- is it really sweet?

PARADISE

I want to live by the beach. I want to live near the waters. I want to either live in a bustling city with a carefree mind or an isolated area with much more to explore.

Long time no see

2012-01-21T17:35:00.000+08:00

Okay so hello freaks. It's gonna be Chinese New year in like.. 2 days? HAHA. School's celebration was alright, but somehow I feel like last year's one was more awesome. Maybe because I didn't have to stress about Os just yet? Or maybe the CNY spirit in me is just dying slowly.. D: Hope that doesn't happen.

Pictures will be up asap when I'm free :)

Oh and I found out Wongfu prod is coming to SG on the 27th and 28th of Feb this year. Guess what? The meet&greet tix are sold out. So it's a no-no for me :( It'll hurt alot if I can see them but can't meet them. Sigh. D': I hope that if Marina comes to SG VERY FEW PEOPLE WILL KNOW HER AND LESS PEOPLE WILL BUY THE MEET&GREET TIX. I WANT TO MEET HER OMG. !!!!! :(

Oh yeah! I've got a new phone! It's an iPhone 4S hehehe.

Blackberry sucks now. In my opinion.. :0 Thing is.. All of Brendan;s saved sms is in my BB and there is a note in my BB listing out all the awesome songs I wanna download. Now I can;t access my BB bcuz now that my line for BB is terminated, if I wanna enter the phone, I've to sign in to the BB app world. BUT my BB app world isn't working. Hence, BB IS A FUCKING BITCH. ~Gotta move on with my life~ Sigh D:

LOL. Bye freaks.

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

Oops I forgot to blog about Christmas -_- LOL! Haha, sorry! I'm not Christian but I celebrate it too okay! With my cuzzies and other relatives~ Had a steamboat dinner with them just now. And a massive stuffing of dessert. LOL. BLOATED ONCE AGAIN!

I wanna live in a home like this

On Christmas eve, which was yesterday...... Went out with BRENDAN! He bought me a ring awww hehehee~ I made him a poster with all of our picz and a few cute stickers ^^ We practically walked around the WHOLE Orchard and managed to catch a movie "We bought a zoo" really nice movie :") Hehe.

Christmas was better than this year's. May not have my dad by my side nowadays but it's better. I mean WHO WANTS A JERK IN SIGHT.

RCYC 2011

2011-12-25T23:22:00.003+08:00

Okay so Farhan sir has uploaded some of the RCYC picz. Alvin sir hasn't and I'm so impatient because in his camera, there are picz of Elizabeth and I AND I WANNA USE IT AS FB DP. -_- WE'VE BEEN BUGGING ALVIN SIR FOR A FEW WEEKS AND HE KEEPS SAYING "oh ya! ok" AND NEVER DOES IT!! :"( AND HE STILL PLAYS HIS FB GAMES OMGGGGG. Hopes he uploads them soon :(

Well, I don't wanna elaborate much on RCYC. Just maybe summarise them into a few sentences: Fun, exciting and.. IDK LOL! Dragon boating on the last day.. 1st and 2nd days were gone by going on "amazing races". 1st was spent in Singapore, city hall area. 2nd in Pulau Ubin. WHOO tiring.. Always breatheless. STAMINA DROPPED. Um.. 3rd day was a carnival for every division. Overall, Bravo got 2nd place! Yay. Broke the curse of being last every year in RCYC. LOL. Okay~ Campfire was not bad. Really dark though soooo.. I bet no one could see what was happening during every division's performance.

The amount of picz here are less than a quarter worth of the whole 4 days. AHHH ALVIN SIR!! PLS UPLOAD THE PICZ!! He can't even see what I'm blogging LOL I am a retard -_- Okay byebye~

welcome2taiwan

2011-11-30T16:00:00.133+08:00

HI!! OKAY THIS IS MY 4TH ATTEMPT ON TRYING TO BLOG ABOUT TAIWAN. HOPEFULLY IT IS SUCCESSFUL.

THIS IS OUR TOURGUIDE 小廖！(Xiao Liao) That's not his real name.. It's just what we call him LOL.

I will just post pictures and not elaborate much. I AM LAZY. LOL.

Day 1-2

Fried sotong

LARGE ASS FRIED CHICKEN.

Find the Queen's head amongst the formations

yummy mushrooms

I HAZ NO NOSE

CMON BABEH

smelly things

HUGE PILLOW ON THE RIGHT

We went to Shilin Night Market and there were TONS of Taiwan street snacks and merchandises.. Then we went to back to the hotel. On day 2, we went toYeliu Scenic Area to see the "unique geological features" and then Tamshui Old street for some eating and shopping.. Then Leo Foo Village Theme Park! It was freaking awesome cuz we got to see ALOT of animals up close and outside our hotel rooms in the Theme Park was.. ANIMALS. LOL.

Day 3-4

He's David!! SO CUTE. 7YRS OLD.

DICKZ. There's cream in there.

HUMONGOUS DRUMSTICKS

Find the dead butterfly :(

Supermodel mum

AWESOME WINTERMELON BUBBLE TEA

Meet that random free bear and MOMO THE CATERPILLAR

So we woke up to an awesome view of the Leofoo Animal Resort. And on the way to Sun Moon Lake for some boat ride, we stopped by halfway for a toilet break AND I BOUGHT THAT GREEN TEA AND JAPANESE CREAM WAFFLE SNACK LOL WTV U CALL IT THING IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME. THE GREEN TEA WAS 0KCAL. LOL. LOLOLOL. AND THAT SNACK WAS SO SATISFYING. Okay then when we reached the boat harbour, we took a boat DURH. Then we went to the Wen Wu Temple to enshrine and worship Confucius, Guan Gong and Yue Fei. (I'm ripping off from the brochure LOL). Then Taichung Feng Jia Night Market TO SHOP WHOOHOO!!!! And eat. LOL.

On day 4, we went to TEN DRUM CULTURE VILLAGE LOL quite boring... But I liked the lunch over there :D And that's the place where I bought souvenirs for mua fwenz. Umz, then we entered this butterfly wonderland LOL JK I NAMED IT WONDERLAND it's some butterfly enclosure. Then went to An Ping Fort. Then AnPing Old Street where we shopped for some childhood playthings omgomogmomgomg so cute. And eat. LOL. And back to the hotel for a day's rest.

Day 5-6


My mum is afraid.......

Panda icecream!

Random moth on bus..

Cute magnets!

Their "jagong" damn chewy! Unlike the ones in SG.

HOT SPA IN HOTEL ROOM

CUTENESS. I can't rotate it...

Went to Hai Bao Pearl & Jewellery.. Did I mention that the whole tour group went to help my mum & I bargain for a super lower price for that Panda pearl pendant above? From Tai Bi 9800 to Tai Bi 1150! LOL. SGD 150. Quite expensive but still.. That pearl is awesome quality and the Panda is too cute! And if I'm not wrong, we then went to Fo Guang Shan Monastery. Our hotel was the Hot Spring Resort at Taitung!
Next day we went to Taroko Gorge and Temple of Eternal Spring! Whoohoo. LOL. Then at night went to ZhongZheng Rd for some eating and shopping~

Day 7-8

If you look carefully, the taxi's rear mirror has CCTV!

THIS IS HUALIEN TRAIN STATION.

He sleeps funny!

He sleeps cute!

Yummy treats to buy!

Different flavoured popcorn!

They say this noodle shop is awesome.

It looks nice. But tastes average. 5/10 maybe?

yumyum

awesome brunch on the last day

Tour members!

Cool computer. Has Japanese, English and Chinese characters on the keyboard.

7-eleven at the Taoyuan Rail Station

This is the Taiwan high speed train LOL

At the airport~

Random kid crying.

And we're back.


Not to forget the bus driver!! (Taken in Taiwan.. 7th night) I look horrible -_-

Went to Hualien Train station to take a train ride. LOL. Then TaiPei 101 to have lunch IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME. 6 COURSE LUNCH. OMG!! On the 85th floor HAHA. Then Ximending for some shopping and nomnoming. Then some random place to get famous Taiwan treats!

Next day went to a nearby stall (around the corner of the hotel) to have brunch. Then went back to the hotel to some leisure room to use the comp for awhile HAHA. Then went to take a high-speed train. Then went to the airport, and back to Singapore!

I've got to say Singapore is pretty much home to me. But Taiwan seems nice. Cold weather and polite people. NO KIASU FUCKS. -_- No weirdos like some aunties seen on the SG MRT.

Okay this is a freaking long post. BYE~

Will blog about RCYC another day when the picz are up! WHOOHOO.

taiwan

2011-11-24T12:37:00.000+08:00

HI!!! I'M BLOGGING FROM TAIWAN!!! At some computer luxury room in Park Hotel Taipei. HAHHAHAA. I'm heading home tonight D: That's really disappointing cuz I'll miss alot of stuff about and in Taiwan. *sobs* I promise to update with lotsa picz kkkk!!! ^^ Cya soon~

forever

2011-11-16T10:07:00.001+08:00

(Posted from BB.. font colour can't be edited)
_____, if you're reading this, please get this in your head:
It's like, whenever you have any NCC event or anything, you're up early. No matter how tired. Because you're afraid of being scolded or smtg (idk..) right? But when we're supposed to meet - and I'm flying off tomorrow morning, you're late. You wake up late as if you're dependent and sure that I'll call you in the morning to wake you up. it's as if you never had an alarm clock for our meeting, but for other events: longboarding, ncc etc you wake up on time.I feel like shit. and when you're late, you don't apologise - you scold me. you tell me off that you're tired. you say that I don't care about your feelings. me? how about me? it freaking sucks cuz it hurts. this isn't the first time it happened. This is like.... idk how many times already.. the worst part is you never apologise for being late and even pin-point my flaws and mistakes that I've done.. it sucks okay.. you're always scolding me and freaking telling me off about my bad points.... I have good points too okay.. it sucks that even cry for something like this..

worried

2011-11-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

Okay so even though it's the holidays now, we still have extra curriculum lessons.. It's ending tomorrow - a good thing BUT I am quite stressed out coz I'm in holiday mood right now and have no mood to absorb anything that is being taught. I will force myself to self-study to revise again in December.. But just, not now. I really don't want to think about studies right now.
Os are next year and TIME PASSES EXTREMELY QUICK so in the blink of an eye, I'm gonna be having my Os, stressing out, breaking down and going crazy........... "Awesome". -_- Well, it's okay. Everyone went through it (except those who have IP #envy) LOL!

Oh yeah! Eric left on the 2nd of Nov =( He was an awesome angmoh in our school. WE ALL MISS HIM SO MUCH!! There was a farewell BBQ like Anton's and GUESS WHAT. IT WAS KWANYU'S BIRTHDAY TOO HAHAHA!
Anyways, Alicia had a hotel stayover on the 5th of Nov! IT WAS AWESOME~ Oh and it was Hansel's birthday as well :D (ANOTHER BDAY LOL). We caught a movie at 11.45pm - Tower Heist. Not bad, quite boring at first (we missed the first part HAHA) but the second half was awesome ^^ At the end of the stayover in the morning, everyone felt sick and weak. SERIOUSLY. Worst feeling EVER. But we got well after =) Hehe.

Flying off to Taiwan in.... 7days! On Thursday. I CAN'T WAIT! SHOPPING AND FOOD PARADISE~ HEHEHE!

Um. Anyway, just found out some stuff about my dad a few months ago and recent stuff last week. I'm not sad, depressed or whatever. I'm fucking angry and pissed off. I mean, just fuck off.
I don't want, need and care about you. Yes no hiding anymore, my parents divorced in year 2000 and I recently found out. In fact, I'm not "faking a smile", "hiding my emotions", or even "trying to be happy". I AM happy for my mum and myself. A jerk like him? He keeps coming back to our family after his many failed relationships. Fucking around and playing around...... He should just freaking rot. His dick should rot. His balls should shrivel. I'm damn serious. He wants to tag along with my mum and I to Taiwan. No way man, seriously.
He was once a dad in my eyes but now? He's a stranger. And I have got a really bad impression of that stranger. There are many other stories in the past but I don't wanna share them over here. Just with my best galfwenz and closest friends.

Please take note: DON'T try to be nice to me cuz of this bcoz I AM A STRONG BITCH BABY and I'm still as happy as ever :) This has made me realise (and thanks mum for making me strong) that we all don't need guys in our lives. We can be happy if we think on the bright side. Although it'd be really sweet and romantic to be with your soulmate for the rest of your life but if (s)he does not cherish you, give it up and stand strong ^^

Here are some pics from Eric's farewell (BBQ included) and Alicia's stayover:

BBQ

AIRPORT

ALICIA'S HOTEL STAYOVER

By the way, I think I've become more.... Bitchy. Like seriously I'm a freaking bitch. I humiliate and gossip a lot more. And I hate myself for that. But I know one incident will occur to me as Karma and I'll regret.

yumyum

2011-10-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

Did anybody try this flavour of Lay's potato chips? IT'S FREAKING NICE. AND YUMMY. ADDICTIVE~ AND it's also one of the reasons why I AM FUCKING OBESE. Lol. Whatever I told myself I'd go swimming this Sunday hahaha I am a fat retard.

I have accepted the fact that I am never beautiful and always fugly. =)

cutesy

2011-10-28T18:00:00.002+08:00

Okay well I saw 2 pretty dresses from paperandcandy.livejournal (I think that's the web). And the owner of the blogshop looks super gorgeous and sweet =(
Anyways I painted my nails.. Took me 2 hours to complete it. AND I had to redo my third finger FOUR TIMES this afternoon. But guess what? It's all scratched out again..
This is the design:

Sorry for the blur quality: BB9900 SUCKS. TOLD YOU.

Okay sooo anyways even though I had them painted just yesterday, I've looked up another awesome design for the nails. TIE-DYE. It's also known as water-marbling if I'm not wrong. Not only is it not thick for easy smudge/ scratches. IT IS 1-LAYERED, AND IT IS A PERFECT BLEND OF YOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS! Of course... They must match.

And yes, I know my nails are short. They work on short nails too okay. There's a YouTube tutorial for this. And I'm absolutely trying it out tonight after tuition!!!!! Tuition = total mood ruiner -__- But I have something awesome to look forward to.. At least. Haha! ^^

Oh yeah, Eric's farewell BBQ was on Tuesday.. Bye Eric, see you soon okay!! Our German friend! Anton's headed off a month ago and now it's his turn D: I have the pictures but I've yet to get them transferred yet. Will upload it when I have the time :)

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Okay I'll paint my nails to the tie-dye one next week.. It's a waste to remove the current one now =)

Marina

2011-10-23T16:37:00.002+08:00

Hehe my blogheader has become Marina ^^
Anyways I've changed the look of my blog I HOPE IT IS PLEASING TO THE EYE!!! :D

Still sick

2011-10-23T15:43:00.000+08:00

I'm still sick. The phlegm is building up and it's damn irritating. My friends have all recovered. -__- Anyways, I'm really looking forward to Alicia's hotel stayover hehe and a Sentosa outing with the 4 of us? Need a tan asap BUT my body is still....... Urgh.

Okay well there's extra curriculum shit from 1st to 14th Nov. Not looking forward to it and I'm definitely not looking forward to Os next year. I mean, time passes really quick. And when we know it, we're old and dying. Going to face the other world of.. The unknown? Haha. How I wish we were like The Sims 3? Get the ingredients for the Ambrosia dish and when we consume it, we'll never get old. And we can easily work out to become slim in 2 days. It's like losing 40kg in 1 week! I want that kind of life.. But it's all in the virtual world.

I told myself before the FYEs started that I wanted to lose 5kg to become 40kg by the end of this year. I really don't think it'll work. I'm too fat, too lazy, too stubborn and procrastinate alot. But I really, really, really wanna be skinny..

127 hours

2011-10-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

Well okay I didn't go to school today again to make sure I was really on the "high-immunity" side. So I won't fall ill again when I return to school haha. I searched for the movie "127 hours" and it was.. Great. Inspiring, I guess. Catch it if you haven't.. I know I'm slow, it was released last year haha but the rating wasn't suitable for my age, right? There were bloody scenes.. It was draggy at some parts but the most heart-racing part was at the last 40minutes if I'm not wrong.

And while I was watching this, or maybe before.. Brendan and his NCC team got into the finals for speedball! Even though I have no freaking idea what the shit is that, it sounds like good news to me LOL. Congratzz whoo~

Please, please remember what I've said. This has happened multiple times, so how can you forget? Let this be the last time, okay? I don't wanna quarrel over stuff which isn't any of our fault.. Please don't forget that you're always first okay?? =(

help

2011-10-17T22:56:00.001+08:00

"I really hope we just stop fighting.. I'll try not to be angry as much and control my anger more. Lets change together and make our relationship a better one alright? Lets do it together. No matter what, we'll always be together right?"

All these that you said to me linger in my head like how your scent always appears when I close my eyes. The way you're treating me now sucks, and all I can do is just sit here and cry. But will it make a difference? No.. I could never be your 'perfect' girlfriend.. And I hate myself because I need you so much while you deserve so much better.

iPhone or BlackBerry?

2011-10-17T17:22:00.001+08:00

iPhone 4S or stick to my BlackBerry 9900?

Yeah, me too. iPhone, right? Sick of BlackBerry and its shit functions.

PLEASE, I am not like those people who favour overrated stuff. But seriously, if you stick with this BB 9900 for 1 month you'll feel like burning it.

hurt

2011-10-17T16:52:00.002+08:00

I miss you. No matter how bad my temper is, no matter how badly I vent it on you, I still need you. I sound retarded, cheesy and mushy but this is what I feel inside. And I want to make it known to you that I love you. Others reading this may think, "LOL joke of the year" JUST GO AHEAD LA I also never ask you read RIGHT FUCKOFFFUCKOFF.
You ignore me now and we're having this so-called coldwar but I still think of you. It has been 1 year and ALMOST 9 months. You may think I don't know you but I know you inside out, all on the tips of my fingers. I have to say that you're quite, or actually very tolerant to have to endure all the shit I have given, am giving and will give you. If you want to leave I understand. Who can handle my temper? Lol.
Just know that I am still here waiting for your reply. No matter how long it takes I just hope you won't forget. I AM THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO YOU - FACE IT. I know you miss me FUCKER just talk to me for goodness' sake. I'M WAITING. I have been a torturous bitch to handle, I know. You want me to stop being selfish, I can't. I try but I can't. We both have our flaws, can you please look away from them? I look away from yours.. We have had our good times together many times before, let it happen more? Those were one of my happiest days but you once told me I could never make you happy. It makes me wonder when I make you laugh - is it genuine? I don't know.. I miss us.

fat and ugly

2011-10-16T14:23:00.000+08:00

this is amazing. i gained 2kg in like, less than 2 days? just by staying at home, stuffing myself with water and medicine, i gained 2kg. what am i, some pig? i gain weight so bloody easily and quick it's like in a blink of an eye i look like that:

seriously i'm not discriminating ANYONE i'm just fucking pissed off at my own body. i'm so freaking jiggly and fat. and GOD i'm fucking disgusting. my face is the biggest joke on earth. if i'm gonna continue gaining weight by doing NOTHING and not eating ANYTHING AT ALL, i'm going to look like this:

someone please fetch me a bucket and a toothbrush? i need to puke all i've eaten OUT now. and i need a sponsor for liposuction BADLY.

just -__- fuck my life.

what's wrong

2011-10-16T12:56:00.001+08:00

"Those nights where you have second thoughts about everything and nothing feels right anymore."

I hate everything that's happening right now and I just want to break free from every single shit.

Good day or bad day?

2011-10-15T16:08:00.000+08:00

Okay it's really late but exams are finally over! YAY~ ^^ Um I think I screwed Amath Bio SS errr everything?? LOL idk I really don't wanna talk about exams now sooo okay.
Got back results yesterday. -___- Okay ahahhahahahahahahahhaha *change topic*
I went out with Brendan on Thursday I guess. Yahhhh ambled around Orchard LOL from CityLink Mall to Ion to 313 and Cathay Cine. Caught "Midnight in Paris". It's actually a Picture House selections movie sooo it's kinda awesome. Go look it up! The plot is amazing.
I feel like shitting now.
Oh yeah, and on Tuesday right after Amath paper, we're (ALICIA PEARL & CW) supposed to head down to Sentosa for a tan and swim but it rained like crazy. Sooo hopes and dreams shattered hahahha jk. So in the end, we went to PARTY WORLD KTV LOL SO AUNTIE but quite fun. Liang Le came along too :) All of us had lunch at PastaMania with Jaclyn and tbh I hate PastaMania now the pasta tastes either like crap or NO TASTE AT ALL. Baked rice is still alright.
I have the pictures of the KTV in my camera but haven't transferred it over to my comp yet so next time biatches~
Been so long since I Sims3-ed (the latest was with Estella at her place ^^) soo I started the day before yesterday. Still as awesome as EVER. Created a teenage girl, Joules. I wanted my daughter's name to be Jooles but it looks gross so it became Joules instead and I got that name for my Sims character LOL okayyy I really need to shit now AFTER THAT IM GONNA PLAY MY SIMS3 BUAHZ.

Did I mention I'm ill? Chenwei and Brendan are too.. -_- Sore throat, fever and flu. SIGH

If only

2011-09-06T20:54:00.004+08:00

If only you knew how it felt like..

betrayal

2011-09-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

You lied to me when you said you wouldn't EVER do it. I trusted you. Now I can't. Thanks alot. And I thought you were true.

pissed off

2011-09-05T18:10:00.000+08:00

ya ok so I got my BlackBerry Bold 9900 and thing is I need to update my BBB 9700 to actually sync with the comp and to BBB9900 and guess what? everything is fucking lagging and i cant even be bothered with my fucking grammar and PUNCTUATIONS RIGHT NOW AND ALL I CAN THINK OF IS "I FUCKING HATE PHONES AND ELECTORNIC DEVICES I AM GOING TO LIVE JWITHOUT ANY FOR THE REST OF MY FUCKING LIFE" OK? THAT IS MY FEELING NOW I HATE THIS!!!!!!! FUCKKKKKKKKKKK. zzzz.zzzzzzzzzz. and i pushed everything to my mum and i feel bad about it. bcoz i really really dk what to do. and her level of patience is much higher than mine but i bet shes sleeping LOL. fml ok?

BBB 9900

BBB 9700

A LITTLE PEEK

2011-09-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

PEEKY PEEKY AT MY PETS' LIVES.

BROWN AGAIN

2011-09-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

YAY REJOICE CUZ I AM BROWN AGAIN CUZ OF SENTOSA YESTERDAY HAHA OK ERRRRR. Before sentosa, there was aces day and teachers' day celebration OKAY so A FEW PICS will be uploaded here bcoz I AM LAZY. All 300+ of it are on Facebook as usual..

Wanna rant. Tomorrow's National Footdrill Competition for Red Cross and I know all of you are like "whut der fkin shietz there's competition for footdrill? joke" ya ok whatever DEAL WITH IT anw I'm super sian ok cuz I really not ready for it at all and I'm like. IDK la ok I DAMN ANGRY NOW hope tmr will pass REALLY FUCKING FAST. Plus, it's only 8mins of drills soo. Not so bad, right? I hope so too. Cya again soon. =)

ANTON'S FAREWELL BBQ = FUN!

2011-08-28T18:47:00.001+08:00

Now, I'm gonna try to post the pictures of yesterday's BBQ. Anton and Eric are leaving soon but Anton's gonna go first. I WILL MISS YOU GERMAN PEOPLE!!

Hopefully the pictures will AUTOMATICALLY RESIZE ACCORDING TO THE POST WIDTH like they USUALLY NORMALLY FUCKING HELL DO instead of THE PREVIOUS FUCKED UP POST.

There are 236 pictures on Facebook but Blogger is FUCKED UP AND SLOW so I only uploaded a few.

FUCKING. PISSED. OFF. WITH. BLOGGER.

2011-08-28T16:52:00.001+08:00

WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT WHY ARE THE PICTURES SO HUMONGOUS ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IT EXCEEDED THE WHOLE POST WIDTH WHAT THE FUCKING HELL I AM OFFICIALLY PISSED OFF ZZZZZZZ. PREVIOUS POSTS THE PICTURES SO NICELY RESIZED AUTOMTICALLY WHAT IS THIS FUCKING THING SHIT FUCK FORGET IT

whatever la ok juz be fucking screwed okay. zz.

LULSIEZ

2011-08-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

OKAY! KINDA LATE~ But.. Okay so National Day is officially OVER! Until 9 Aug 2012. I really will miss my squadmates!! AND OUR VIs!! =( NDP has been a great experience.. Well, I still remember during the selections MY UNIFORM AND BERET WAS LIKE SHIT AND MY SOCKS WRONG ONE ALSO. But in the blink of an eye, it was already like, NDP Preview. And my uniform was in tip top condition!! One of the SAF trainers also gave me a free beret oh yeahhhh cuz he said mine was too huge.. Err but I have problems seasoning it. It looks real seasoned but the left side is abit.. lol. IDK how to explain. COCK. Okkaayyy soo 6 Aug we had an RCY NDP Reception to actually bid farewell before 9 Aug.. The theme of the reception was GEEK HAHA! Had a fun time lol. lol olo lol idk what else to say.. In short: NDP IS A GREAT EXPERIENCE.

OKAY POC was on 4 Aug. I'm not RC chairman lol ok but I am TDO ok can. Disappointed but WHATEVER.

Oh and 10 Aug went out with Brendan, Keanu, and Alicia! Watched The Rise of the Planet Apes. LOL HGAHAHHAHAH Alicia's ex-bf LULSIES retarded movie but.. Some parts really touching. Saw Kervin, Alvin, JD, and KwanYu SUCH A COINCIDENCE. And they watched the same movie too, seated in front of us - DOUBLE COINCIDENCE.

I WILL upload the pictures of the events on my blog SOON. But they are all already uploaded on Facebook.

Goodbye!

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Here are the pics in order for the events! ^^

ndp reception

movie

K WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT THIS POST TOOK ME LIKE (FOR THE PICS) 1HOUR + CUZ THE FIRST TIME I UPLOADED THE PICS MY BROWSER AUTO REFRESH ALL THE PICS GONE THIS IS THE SECOND TIME IM UPLOADING THIS AND FINALLY OK FUCK I AM FUCKING ANGRY

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OKAY I FIXED IT YES!

retarded fuck

2011-08-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

Okay I so REGRET posting that "friends forever" post. I FUCKING TAKE THAT BACK. What a bitch! Jealousy has taken over you, hasn't it? Serves you right. You ARE SO OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!

2011-07-31T19:53:00.001+08:00

OKAY SO THE GIRLS CAME OVER TO COMPLETE THE SS PROJECT LAST SUNDAY.

And National Day is coming soon.. My Saturdays will get boring now.. After this journey ends. I will really miss my squadmates!! Training has been tough but after 9Aug there will be no such thing as "NDP'11" anymore. =(

things are different now

2011-07-24T22:08:00.001+08:00

Since sec 1 till now.. I have to admit alot of things have changed.. I miss us.. Us as friends. In actual fact, ALL of us. Those bitching and shit. It's part of life but.. In my heart you'll always be my friend. Forever. All of you. And I hope all this hate will disappear one day. And we'll all be friends again - you and her, you and I, all of you and all of us..

braces off

2011-07-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

I took off my braces on the 19th July and I really miss them alot now =( retainers suck and due to the braces my teeth is yellow-ish.. Ugh. Anyways, celebrated Racial Harmony Day on Thursday. Here are the pictures. =)

Real or not?

2011-07-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wondered if there were no such things as Heaven or Hell, Immortals or Deities.. How were we created?? Why were we created?? Where did we come from? How was the universe made? How deep and far is the universe?? What is this whole 'Life and Death' thing?? What is EVERYTHING? And one more thing.. Where do we go, what do we see, feel, or smell when we die? You tell me life sucks.. I have to say THINKING about life sucks.

Heaven and Hell.. Sometimes I can't bring myself to think they are real..

Because all I see beyond the sky is the universe.. And nothing but Earth's crust beneath us.

PEARLYSAURUS

2011-07-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

OKAY SO AN ALIEN INVADED MY HOUSE RMB? HER BESTFIREND CAME. SHE RUINED MY DAY. THEY BOTH RUINED MY DAY. LOL JK LA. That alien is Pearl =)

ALIEN INVASION

2011-06-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

K SO SOME RETARDED ALIEN INVADED MY HOUSE ON 26TH JUNE. LUCKY SHE DID NOT RAPE ME OR ANYTHING. HERE ARE THE PICTURES. I named that alien 'Alicia'.

well, school's tomorrow and I guess I'm not ready for it.. Hope it'll be better? haha.

SIAN.

sob

2011-06-19T16:27:00.001+08:00

Sigh, Harry Potter the movie is ending in July. Means no more Harry Potter, unless JKR produces more books which means twisting the story and continuing with the adult life of Harry, Hermoine, Ron, Neville, Draco, Luna blablabla etc. Ehh, but it seems senseless to continue, let's just end it there. Afterall we can still rewatch and reread the movies and books, right? =D

HP4LIFE

NEW EVERYTHING

2011-06-19T00:57:00.001+08:00

LOL I CHANGED MY BLOG HEADER AND SKIN+THEME IS IT NICE?? HAHA!!!!!!!!

Add on

2011-06-17T18:51:00.002+08:00

Go to Pearl's blog for more info + pics about Vietnam! =) I'm lazy to post, but she is sooo hardworking she spent 3 hours on it. GO CHECK IT OUT! Link on da right side =) [Judgementalife]

VIETNAM

2011-06-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

WENT TO VIETNAM ON 9-13JUN! FUN!!!!! esp the taupoking part hehehe. AND BATHING WITH CHENWEI+LIANGLE. HILARIOUS CRAP! Now whenever I enter the toilet I mumble to myself, "Where is Cw and LL??" ='(
okayyy well, went cuchi tunnel, war remnant museum, rice paddy field, a local school, pepper lab, place that sells honey + coconut related stuff, mekong river, and a marketplace. The girls made Vietnam an even more AWESOME experience. =)

There are MUCH MORE PICS (448) ON FACEBOOK ABOUT VIETNAM ITSELF. Not people so go check 'em out! :) Alright, I'm lazy to blog soo.. Bye!

If you haven't followed me on twitter or added me on facebook, SEE THE RIGHT COLUMN, CLICK IT AND DO SOMETHING.

I NEED TO SHIT AFTER THIS POST

2011-06-08T18:53:00.001+08:00

HI IT'S GONNA BE A REALLY QUICK POST! COZ I GOTTA SHIT SOON. ITS AT MY ANUS.
Okay so on the 30th May to 3rd June, a few of us went to OBS at Pulau Ubin. At first it sucked coz all of us were split up and we were put in different groups with people from other schools. But after awhile it was okay. Total there were 8 groups, 4 did kayaking and the other 4 did sailing. My group did sailing. It was fun! LIKE PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN BUT MINI VERSION LOL. The sails and oars were FREAKING HEAVY. You think sailing is easy?? NO!!!! GO YOUTUBE/ GOOGLE SEARCH IT IS TOUGH WORK OKAY!! There was one day it was STORMING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS! The sailboat was almost half flooded. Don't wanna elaborate coz I am super freaking lazy. Sooo.. yeah. Brendan's group did kayaking =( it sounded fun too. I actually wanna do both ='( Haha. Okayyyy.
I'm going to Vietnam for a geog trip.. I kinda regret signing up for it. I painted my nails brown (left) and red (right) till 5am last night. Found out I gotta remove it WTF =_=

I'll miss you Brendie HEHEHE. Hope you miss me too!!!!!!

I can't wait till his birthday. 24th June. I BOUGHT HIS PRESENTS ALREADY. AND I THINK I AM BRINGING HIM TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS. IT IS A SURPRISE. But I think he will find out. CONFIRM ONE. But he still doesn't know what present I'm giving him~ *evil smile*

Okay, byebye MUACKS!

LOLZ

2011-05-17T00:37:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. I ONLY HAVE TIME TO BLOG NOW COZ TMR IS VESAK DAY AND SAT I HAD NDP TRAININGS. SUN I WAS SLACKING LOL TOO TIRED. AND I JUZ FINISHED SCHOOL TODAY WHOOHOO. Well got back results. Okayokay la. Dw talk bout it later ppl say i kp. Hmmmm during June hols I will be having NDP trainings, OBS and vietnam trip. Vietnam trip Brendie can't go coz got NCC SPEC course.. =/ Sigh.. It really is unfair. 25-27 May there is sec 3 level camp. TO MALAYSIA. LAST YEAR KARIMUN LEH it's really UNFAIR X100. Okay.. I don't know what to blog about anymore. Soo.. bye!

WHOOHOO

2011-04-24T18:27:00.002+08:00

HAD A BIRTHDAY CHALET (BELATED BIRTHDAY, ACTUALLY) ON THE 21ST - 22ND APR. IT WAS ACTUALLY 2 NIGHTS BUT I COULDN'T STAND SLEEPING ON THE FREAKING FLOOR IN THE SQUEEZY ROOM FULL OF 10 OVER PPL SO WE CHECKED OUT OF IT ON THE 22ND AFTERNOON. PICTURES:

Sigh

2011-04-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder.. Why other UGs get to do water activities like water rafting.. I mean, yeah Red Cross not Sea Scouts or anything but won't it be beneficial, too? Like building better bonds. =( It sounds like a selfish request but I know it will never be fulfilled. I just wish we could do some water activities. ONCE? Just once. Haha. Just kidding.. Guess I won't ever get the chance to do it, huh.. (JK I AM IN EMOTIONAL MOOD NOW COZ IT'S LIKE LATE AT NIGHT NOW.) But srsly I just wanted some WATER RAFTING or KAYAKING or WIND SURFING. =( MAY NOT BE UG BUT SEC 3 OVERSEAS CAMP OR SMTG?? PRETTY PLEASE?????? (I'm practically talking to myself COZ NO ONE READS MY BLOG LOL). OKAY! Enough of emotional ranting.

Exams are coming, and I really really don't know when to start revising. I have tried planning out my study schedule but like, abit fail? Coz the subjects like.. Too early to study. Well, I'll let my instincts lead me LOL. OKAY IT'S REALLY LATE NOW. SO BYE.

SENTOSA!

2011-04-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

WENT TO SENTOSA YESTERDAY WITH CHENWEI MAHIRAH ALICIA PEARL JORDANA!!!!! COZ I HAD NO NDP TRAINING YTD AND NEXT SAT SO WHY NOT GO OUT? I LOVE SENTOSA COZ IT IS = TANNING = DARKER = HAPPINESS. AND I LOVE THE WATER + SUN!!! YAY! HAPPYHAPPY. OKI PICTURES!

fml

2011-03-21T23:11:00.000+08:00

Okay I admit I think I really did change. I started all this hatred and I hate myself. NOT BEING SARCASTIC HERE. I miss sec 1 life. When we were a clique. I feel like it's my fault. I flare up at the littlest things nowadays and it causes hatred = fights = drift = shit happens. I wish I could turn back the clock but it's too late so I just hope I can learn from my mistakes. I sound like some fake-acting-guilty-bitch BUT WHATEVER I'M TYPING NOW IS WHAT I'M FEELING. GUILT. I only have 2 words to say but it's not really gonna change anything: I'm sorry. =/

I hope you guys are reading this haha.

ASDFSDAFD

2011-03-21T22:47:00.003+08:00

I look crappy but so far this is the only nice pic =/

2011-03-20T14:55:00.002+08:00

HI. I am updating for fun.. Brendan hasn't uploaded the pics for the 14th March outing.. I think he won't upload so soon lor x_x Anyways, I'm left with EL speech assignment and Amath worksheet. IDK HOW TO DO ALL. HELP.

HEHEH

2011-03-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

OKAY HI! GONNA HAVE RC CAMP LATER (IT'S ALREADY THURSDAY). =( IM READY BUT NOT READY AT THE SAME TIME. ANYWAY! I CUT MY HAIR.. AND IT LOOKS LIKE THIS NOW! I LIKE IT ALOT HAHA. I HOPE CAMP WILL BE BETTER THAN EXPECTED. BYE! CYA ON.. SAT I GUESS? OR AFTER SAT.... MUAHAHHAA....

I'M WEARING PYJAMAS DON'T LAUGH AT ME

HAPPY AND SAD

2011-03-16T14:33:00.000+08:00

HI EVERYBODY! I JUST FINISHED TUITION SO NOW IM GONNA CONTINUE MY HOL HW, AND HOPEFULLY, I CAN COMPLETE EVERYTHING BY TONIGHT. IM LEAVING EL SPEECH ASSIGNMENT FOR THIS SUNDAY, MAYBE DOING IT AFTER I GO FOR A SWIM. IM GONNA GO OFF TO HAVE MY HAIR CUT LATER (YES FINALLY I THINK IT HAS BEEN A MONTH). WELL, BYEBYE! HOPE I CAN BLOG AGAIN SOON. I MISS BLOGGING =( HAHA. I MISS IT WHEN I COULD USE THE COMP EVERYDAY AND MY GRADES WOULDNT SLIP.. OKAY I'LL TYPE OUT MY SORROW ANOTHER TIME. CYA!

YESTERDAY

2011-03-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

OKAY PICS! Watched I am number four. Then Marina Barrage.

I'm only gonna upload a few. The 149 of them are on Facebook. LOL.

STRESS X1000

2011-03-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

HI. I am doing my elect geog hw now. Later gonna send to tcher via email, then I'll upload pics on yesterday's outing. I'm so tired of homework. From 11am till now I have been chionging hw NONSTOP. Seriously x_x FML. Sec 3 life is really different and it sucks. I can't imagine next year. Brendie is in adc camp now =( and I have RC camp this Thurs to Fri. It's gonna suck coz of the firedrills at night. Haiz. But it'll be over soon and I'll be NCO next year = I WILL BE THE ONE TORTURING JUNIORS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT FOR FIREDRILLS = No more punishment by seniors. HAHA. Okay. I'm gonna continue doing my hw. Last question already. It's 9 marks but idk how to continue my answer. -_- I blogged to take a break, I dont wanna take too long so. BYE! Gonna blog later in about.. 1 to 2 hours plus with pictures. =D

HERE'S A QUICK POST

2011-03-06T19:10:00.001+08:00

I HAVEN'T BLOGGED FOR AGES COZ I HAVENT TOUCHED THE COMP FOR A DECADE. SEC 3 LIFE IS SOOO BUSY. OKAY BYEBYE GTG

No offence

2011-02-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

But I missed when it was just the four of you guys.. =(

RIP MEIMEI

Although I don't mind these 2. Just miss the old times =(

Exhausted

2011-02-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

Okay so today went to do SS proj with Chenwei Jaclyn Pearl LiangLe JunMin Alvin Brendan JunDe Nurul. Met at Little India (lol) then go City Mall interview people. Walked for like the whole day damn tired then Nurul had to go followed by CW and Jaclyn when we reached Plaza Sing. Watched "It's a great great world" Nice movie not bad talk about the past. Well if they actually kept the amusement park instead of tearing it down for a shopping mall, I think I would go there every week. Sometimes I think it's much cooler living in the past than like now/future. Where there was no high-tech technology and everyday play with neighbours/friends and stuff. Like.. People in the past had a life. We? *compcompcomp*. Lol. x_x okay, damn tired. Won't upload pics coz don't feel like it =/ cya guys soon =)

I NEED A FUCKING HAIRCUT NOW.

2011-02-05T22:15:00.001+08:00

I just cut my fringe myself and ITS FUCKING SCREWED. IM THAT DESPERATE TO GET A HAIRCUT. THINKING OF CUTTING MY OWN HAIR NOW BUT IM AFRAID. I WANNA JUST SNIP IT UP TO MY NECK. SICK OF LONG HAIR. FUCK.

2011-02-05T16:00:00.001+08:00

FUCKING BLOGGER ERROR MY WHOLE BLOG IS SCREWED

2011-02-05T14:24:00.003+08:00

I think I know why I feel like I haven't celebrated CNY for years.. Coz I didn't celebrate it last year!!!!! (my ahma passed away) =( But HAHA! At least I am celebrating now! YAY YIPEE! EVERYONE GO VISITING AND COLLECT ANGPAOS AND STEAL THEIR TREATS WHOO HOO!!

YAY CNY

2011-02-03T19:46:00.002+08:00

EVERYBODY!! ITS FUCKING CHINESE NEW YEAR WHOOHOO!!! I GET TO NOMNOM ON ALL THE TREATS AND GET ALL THE ANGPAOS MUAHAHHAA. I LOVE CHINESE NEW YEAR DONT YOU LOVE CHINESE NEW YEAR HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

School:

Mum's side:

Dad's side:

2011-01-30T14:35:00.002+08:00

2 words: FUCK YOU

What? Have you never felt angry before? UGH.

it fucking hurts

2011-01-23T18:20:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I hate myself coz I overreact too much and I cause people to hate me/ cause people to like... Er.... Get hurt, I guess. LOL. Okay anyway sorry for whatever I did. And.. I feel like I am rotting to Death. BOREDOM KILLS.

when can I ever get you back? just.. one more chance.

twitter

2011-01-23T01:35:00.001+08:00

HAHA I created twitter already.. Hmm still don't know how to use it but I'll figure it out. Follow me! =) Oki bye!

http://www.twitter.com/nig_z

2011-01-16T01:04:00.001+08:00

I'm trying but can't seem to trust you again.. I don't know if I'll be really happy again?

=)

2011-01-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY FRIENDS

2011-01-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

But it was just a dream, just a moment ago. I was up so high, looking down from the sky but don't let me fall..

I hate my life. I messed it up, I'm not good enough. I've been replaced. I need to move on.

=(

2011-01-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

girl: your new girlfriend is pretty. (i bet she stole your heart)
boy: yeah, she is. (but you’re still the most beautiful girl i know)
girl: i heard she’s funny & amazing. (all the stuff i wasn’t)
boy: she sure is. (but she’s nothing compared to you)
girl: i bet you know everything about her by now (like how you knew just about everything about me)
boy: only the stuff that count (i can’t even remember the stuff she tells me when i think of you)
girl: well, I hope you guys last. (because we never did)
boy: i hope we do too. (whatever happened to me & you?)
girl: well i got to go. (before i start to cry)
boy: yeah me too. (i hope you don’t cry)
girl: bye. (i still love you)
boy: later. (i never stopped)

zz

2011-01-09T15:46:00.000+08:00

I hate my life I HATE EVERYONE

The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone

NOO

2011-01-02T23:05:00.001+08:00

2011 IS HERE (OK IM ONE DAY LATE) MEANING 2012 IS DRAWING CLOSER = DEATH. AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT DEATH FEELS LIKE SO IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO 2012. (IF IT DOESNT HAPPEN IM HAPPY). LETS JUST HOPE EARTH WONT GET ITS REVENGE ON US BY HAVING THOSE DISATROUS(sp) EARTHQUAKES OR TSUNAMIS. OR RATHER, A ZOMBIE OUTBREAK. Basically, that would be much much better. No running away (Ok maybe yes, but. Not so much.) And I get to show of my shooting skills JUST KIDDING! But come to think about it, zombie outbreak > Natural disasters.

However, SOME scientists claimed that instead of Mother Earth taking revenge, there would be aliens taking over the planet. PEWPEWPEW they're gonna shoot our brains out and eat us AND RAPE PEOPLE. [Just kidding. Aliens, if you are reading this, please do not harm me and my family and friends]

Ok, my main point is:
I'm afriad of death. I'm afraid of what I'll see, feel and hear. Or maybe taste even. Don't tell me Heaven, don't tell me Hell. I want a REAL answer. But I think no one will know until we really die.

[I SERIOUSLY HOPE NOTHING HAPPENS IN 2012]

2010-12-31T17:03:00.001+08:00

Ok so it was a misunderstanding sorry(fortunately). Buttttt well, you don't trust me if you think I don't trust you. =(

2010-12-28T00:57:00.001+08:00

Went out with Nicole today. LONG TIME NEVER SEE HER ALREADY YAY SO HAPPY HAHEHAEHAEMAMUEAHEA. CYA!

LOL NICOLE ACCIDENTALY PRESSED THE EYE ENLARGEMENT THING

2010-12-25T23:16:00.001+08:00

i put new tagboard. if its dead for like less than a week i'll remove it hahaha

=(

2010-12-25T01:21:00.001+08:00

I EXCEEDED BY 330 CALORIES TODAY OMFGGGGG COZ ITS CHRISTMAS EVE MY PARENTS BROUGHT ME OUT TO DINNER AND I ATE LIKE A FUCKING GLUTTON.
Goal: eat nothing tomorrow. I CAN DO IT!!!!!! MUAHHADHFAHFAHA!

YAY WHOO

2010-12-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

HEY GUESS WHAT!! I found a web that can track your calorie intake! And exercise tips. CAN HELP ME LOSE MORE WEIGHT WHOOHOO. Check it out
www.livestrong.com

hahahahehee

2010-12-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to exercise with Mahirah. Then met Alicia. Then went to Mahirah's secret place. Then had an "adventure". (LOL). Then home. Today met Mahirah at school again to exercise. Then Alicia at dawson. Then went back to school. Then went home around 5pm. They went to Alicia's Christmas party.

=(

2010-12-20T21:39:00.001+08:00

I was looking through my 2008-2009 blog posts and realised I was SO RETARDED LAST TIME!!!! HAHA.

COOKIESSSSSSSS

2010-12-15T23:19:00.001+08:00

Woke up at like 3? Then went to bake coz nothing to do. x_x Peanut butter chocolate chip cookies hahahahaha

HELLO STRANGER

2010-12-14T20:13:00.001+08:00

Watched Hello Stranger today. BEST MOVIE =') ok fine maybe only in my opinion. Hahahhaa. Sad thing is MAHIRAH NAJLAA DIDNT COME!!!!!

=/

2010-12-14T00:58:00.000+08:00

"Hello Stranger" in like 12 hours!!

I hope I can see you soon again =)

Yay!

2010-12-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

Sentosa on the 9th Nov. Yay got tanner. Ok then saw Amanda in the toilet lol so awkward. Sentosa again please??? =(

PHOTOSHOP!

2010-12-07T00:52:00.001+08:00

LOOK AT THIS HAHAHAHA SO COOL

hmmmmmmm which should i use for fb pic LOL

2010-11-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

K I CHANGED BLOGSKIN AGAIN THE PREVIOUS ONE DAMN ANNOYING.

2010-11-28T14:19:00.002+08:00

When I woke up I was like, "oh shit". IT WAS JUST A DREAM. FML =(

ZZZ

2010-11-27T17:01:00.000+08:00

You know what?

IM FUCKING ANGRY.

BLOGSKIN

2010-11-27T16:54:00.001+08:00

My blogskin sometimes got problem. If you see the background is black in colour after waiting for it to load for 10secs then refresh so it will become brown (wooden-like). =)

Aiya it is purplish la the colour but whatever.